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Thursday, December 10, 2009

What you need to learn.

Skyping with Qilah =D

I've learned that we don't have to change friends, If we understand that friends change.

I've learned that something that you do in an instant, can give you heartache for life
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I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words, it may be that last time you see them.

I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.

I've learned that either you control your attitude, or it controls you.

I've learned that my best friend and I , can do anything or nothing and still have a good time.

I've learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you are down, will be the one who helps you get up.

I've learned that sometimes when i am angry i have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them too, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

I've learned that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you learned from them, and less to do with how many years you have lived.

I've learned that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others, but sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I've learned that just because two people argue, doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do love each other.

I've learned that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret, it may change you life forever.

I've learned that sometimes the people that you love most in life, are taken from you too soon.

I've learned that you can't make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved, and the rest is up to them.

I've learned that no matter how much i care, some people just don't care back.

I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and just seconds to destroy it.

I've learned that it's not what you have in life, but who you have that counts.

I've learned that you can keep going, long after you think you can't.

I've learned that their are people who love you dearly, but just don't know how to show it.

I've learned that even when you feel you have no more to give, a friend cries out and you find the strength to help.

I've learned that our backgrounds and circumstances may have influenced our lives, but we are responsible for who we become.

Don't be afraid of change. You may end up losing something good, but you will probably end up gaining something better.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

I just dont care, thank you.

"And she's the girl with her middle finger in the air, because for one time in her life, she doesn't care."

This quotes really made me smile sometimes, it does gave an answer already. Yes, obviously, I just don't care anymore, I'm sorry :)

But do keep trying to attract myself to see everything, still the answer is I just dont care, thank you. hehe:)

Monday, December 7, 2009

I'm not crazy...

Sometimes people come into your life & you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or help you figure out who you are & or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be (possibly your roommate, neighbor, professor, long lost friend, lover, or even a complete stranger), but when you lock eyes with them, you know at the very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way.

And sometime things will happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, & unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming these obstacles that you would have never realized your true potential, strength, will power, or heart

Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by mean of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness & sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without this small test, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. It would be safe & comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless.

The people that you meet who affect your life, and the success and downfalls you experience, help to create who you are and who you will become Even the bad experiences are learned from. In fact, they are the most poignant ones.

If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious when you open your heart. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because in a way, they are teaching you to love & how to open your heart & eyes to things.

Make everyday count. Appreciate every moment & take from those moments everything you could possibly can for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people that you have never talked to before & actually listen. Let yourself fall in love again, break free, and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right too.

Tell yourself that you are a great individual & believe in yourself. For if you don't believe in yourself, it will be hard for others to believe in you. You can make your life anything you wish. Create your own life & then go out & live it with absolutely NO REGRETS. Most importantly, if you love someone tell him or her, for you NEVER know what tomorrow may have in store. And learn a lesson in life each day you live. Today is the tomorrow you were worried about yesterday, Was it worth it?

I'm not crazy...
my reality is just different than yours.

Sunday, December 6, 2009

never see me fall

Outing on sunday was awesome. I really had a good time with them, and what made it more awesome? I bumped into my Accounting's teacher, JY :D I was over excited when I saw herr, and I approached her at first, yes she recognized me but then she forgot my name :p Its alright at least she remembered my face. :D
The first thing I said to her was I miss her and she hugged me, Why? because I miss my school time when I was in Sixth form especially when I was in her class, though I complained a lot that she always angry at me, she made me cried and she made me realize that though she did that to me, it is always for the best. :)
Now, UBD's life thought me how to be a real student, how to be more confidence when doing some presentations, how to NOT do a last minute assignments when the due date is near, and etc. I'm getting used to it and I can't wait for my next semester, I wish I get a good results, especially on my majorr.

"you may see me struggle, but you will never see me fall"

The BEST TEACHER that I ever had so far :D

"You have to find yourself before you can find another, otherwise you're just going to get lost in life."

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

100% agree

I passed on my first trial test. Alhamdulillah. Though all the words were confusing, and all the grammars were sucks, but I managed to get it. Yet, another experience coming soon. I just can't wait.

Yesterday, was the first day of December, the month that soon will end the year of 2009.

My mission nearly fail because it was raining heavily since in the morning until afternoon.

But yeayyy, First mission was successful. and todayy, errr, kinda succeed laa, atleast I tried. :)

I read one of my friend's post on twitter just now, and it made me smile widely. YES! I agree with your statement dear because I never think of any words that can explained barang atuu.

But no further comment ehh. :p

I admit that banarr2, totally 100% agreed with it :D hehe.

Credit to Bash :)

PS: the size of that baju made me look huge. :s

"The purpose of life is not to be happy – but to matter, to be productive, to be useful, to have it make some difference that you have lived at all"

Monday, November 30, 2009

Mean Girl

Hye, I am back:)

I came to realize that my friends kept mentioning to me this afternoon regarding I've changed lately, they want the old version of 'Ryna'. I don't know, but maybe nowadays when it comes to be in a group of friends, I tend to be more hyper rather than keep quiet and just listen to what they are talking about. Yeahh, but I think I have changed to the new me is a really good thing for me; by starting DO the communicate, having fun and not feeling embarrass the way I talk to someone, its actually helps me to built up the confidence in me. If people don't like the way I am nowadays, it's alright because I already learned to accept the new me, I'm not afraid either and I accept the negatives thought from other people. :)

I just came back from empire, it was totally fun. We randomly went there after having sushi for lunch and We bump-in-to Juki and friends di empire.

I went to Kaybee last saturday, I didnt expected that Teeya was going to tell me that thingy. To me, its okayy, I knew that I felt jealous a bit but yeah its alrightt. Because I already set my mind since last two years that no matter what ever happens to me there will be a good reasons in it. I learned not to complain anymore, I believe that there will be a beautiful happiness for me, not today and not yesterday, but in the future. I don't go that rush to grab for happiness because I know it will comes to me soon even I didn't ask for it. And I believes Allah's will.

My exam still going on, and I can't wait for the next exam on fridayy, my one of favorite subject:)

Last exam will be on the 5th after that I am SO free but I don't think I will be free because there will be more events in decemberr. Thinking about continue-ing working at AR? I don't know:s huhuhu. My adventure's feeling last week was veryy menakutkan, but yet it was fun to have that feelings sometimes. But no good to repeat the same mistake againn. Now Everybody was okayy, and Im happy. Alhamdulillah:)

"stick to the fight when you’re hardest hit"

Friday, November 20, 2009

Young and talented

I'll be on hiatus, there are a lot of things need to be solve right now.

I just got back from that classs, and I met her, a new friend of mine. My first impression was ""lawa rambut nyaa." sekali, I talked to her, pasal she was asking me first that who's gonna pick me up. She's very friendly, I saw future on her face and I think one day she will make Brunei proud of her plus she's very young and talented.

Went home around 10am, I found something that made me realize.

Wake up please, its time to make a changes.

Goodbye.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

The reason

One month, since you left.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Stressful week.

Arghhh.

I've been through a lot of things in one week, and I survived :)

9th nov; everything went smoothly, love it.

10th nov; start doing assignment, jot down all the points, went home at 6, disc. comp waa errr boring?? entahh. Sb, okay sajaaa. I cant recall what I did.

11th nov; my big brother's birthday:) went home at 5+pm. my japanese oral, Alhamdulillah, okay juaa:)

12th nov; Japanese test; Alhamdulillah. except for part listening, need to improve lagii.

13th nov; Qillah not in her mood today. Im worried:s I went to somewhere in sg. Akar, randomly met my aunty & uncle, father's side punyaa. Sleepless at night, just wanted to complete my essay.

14th nov; stress begin, I have to do 2000+500 words essay, and need to submit it the next day:s headache bnarrr, hahaha Jara ku eh membuat kraja last minute ane:s In the afternoon, went to that place, & its pretty boring, also payah pasal the new system sucks:(( Struggle to get what I want. Sleepless lagi:(

15th nov; my essay done on time & aku aher dtg for the last class, aher bangun. Sampai class drg habis sudah belajarr =.='' mcm sibanar sudah ku kan membuat notes huhuhu. Well well, I had a good day on this day, especially when we have to dress up on the last day semester, wear something catchy. If inda pakai, one of us mesti belanja makan mc D, well apparently no one does, pasal semua pakai lawa2:p

Went to the Mall with them, Sanal join the club. Kami liat 2012:) ummm, my rating was okayy sajaaa. Hahaha. pasal in the middle of the movie aku start nangis sampai habis cerita nyaaa. =.='' Macammm apaaa menangis ahh:s huhuhu. this time I'm good in being emotional, bida bida bidaaa:(

Sedih, berijab, takut, kesian ; all the feelings mixed up olehnya. Overall, it was an okay moviee. I heard cerita atu main2 kan barang kiamat. Org cakap mesti kuat iman kalau meliat that movie, pasal ia melencong ke arah jalan sesat, mengubah kepercayaan org:s Aku beceramah disini:s haha.

Kami photobooth again.

CoooooL :)

Ohh btw, I feel like sharing this pictures with you.

The man that I've been mentioned balik2 is Joe Flizzow:)

Yeappe. Got the chance to met him in person.

Hahaha. Aku andang expect kan jumpa ia sudah masa kelmarin malam nya atuu.

Sekali IA adaaaa. Aku inda histeria jumpa ia, macam biasa sajaa. Haha. Tapi Aku shaking masa gambar sama iaa. Wth. & he signed my Proff. Comm's note. He wrote my name on it:) *Happy mode*

I feel Loveee. hehe.

He's pointing at me:)

I think thats all:)

Aryna, with Love:)

Saturday, November 7, 2009

Happy :)

I really want to share this very best moment I ever had todayyy with all of you. :)

But first of all, let me summarize all the things that I did today.

Well, Prof comm. was okay for me, except the part of when Faisal explained it, I don't really get itt. Banarr tahh.

I didn't skip my Japanese class because I already attended part two, on Thursday. And I feel bad about my friend who I have the same class with herr on that day. Disadvantage of de-activating your facebook is when a new friend of yours birthday masa atuu but you don't know about it pasal nada reminder:s Yatah bagi malas:( I really wanna text her but I dont have her numberr:s Its okay, things happen.

I have a date with the girlfriends, so right after Qilah done with her class, we went to the mall and watched Phobia 2:D Yup, Phobia 2, I recommended people to watch it, because I think this is the best horror movie that I ever watched so farrr. Berijabb banarr samaa I love the last part, Chalii juaaa.
"The show MUD go on" "Speeeeeeed" Hahaha.
I gave 10 out of 10 laaa. Beforee, I mean dulu laaa, when I watched horror movie, aku jarang kan beteriak apaaa, but this timee hahaha I am really good in screamingg. Phewww. :))

And something happened jua masa dalam cinema. Hahaha. Kami should have take a video pasal atuuu, tapi sorang2 macam busyy concerntrate :p

Next Photobooothh. :)

And and and

And the VERY VERY VERY VERY BEST BEST BEST part was *sarcastic=p *

I MET HIM IN PERSON:D

*Screaaammmmmm out loud*

Weeeehooooooo.

I grabbed the opportunity to meet him:)

It was my luck anywayy, I don't care what other people might have said about it but aku happyyy banar2.

I'll try to upload the pictures tomorrow, if only I have free time to do. Since there will be another activity tomorrow.

The giggleheads decided to watch horror movie again in Ummi's house. Paranormal something2, hahaha inda ku ingat namanya. Tapi seriously, don't watch it at night and don't ever watch it alone. Beriijab laaaaa, tapi I didn't finish it sampai habis pasal Kade has to go home early. And curiosity is all around me about that girl in the moviee. Kesiannn.

And aku makan Papadom di rumah Ummi:) It taste good tho. Hahaha. I want to watch PapadOm lagiii with the cousin. Syeuukkk banarrr. If only they have publish it in Cinema lagii sanggup ku kan meliat tuu. Inda ku kiraaa juaaa :p Hahaha.

Well I guess thats all for today:))